Riding to an endless route

It's only been one week since the relationship started. This whole week was really crazy. Most of the time I thought I was dreaming. This is gonna be the craziest relationship I've been in. After all this is only the second. Sometimes I still feel uncertain and doubt that am I in love, because having him beside is no longer like a lover, but more to husband and best friend mixture. He is a passionate lover. Often show a lot of affections to me. And I feel so noobie for can't do back the same to him. But I guess it's okay, since he still know that I care for him even though I'm suck at expressing my passionate side. He is the one I can picture being with me after many many years, married and having kids with. The good thing is he is making me feel more confident day after day that the picture is coming true somewhere in the future because he wants what I wanted too. He is what I long for. A best friend who loves me, understands me and appreciates me, for a better explain, a person who share a same soul with me, a soul mate. So many things I feel I don't have to put into words and he can understands me. Still we have endless topic to talk about. Our days are never boring. I guess I do love him. I did many things that I can't even explain myself. I'm doing his budget and planning his time. Helping him to get a better life, better finance. I do care about him. I want us to work out. I'm glad we are at the same page and same direction. We agreed we are going to commit till 26 then we'll get ourselves engaged. So for now, we are going to be like unofficially married. And we'll get married when he owns a house and enough of money. Hopefully will be 29. See.. how crazy this is. We actually planned this out. Aiyks.. even picked names for our kids. This is really crazy. But I really hope we are going to the same ending together.