I've started my second relationship. I'm betting for my second time again. I'm having a good feeling that this will end better than the first. Or not ending at all. He's loving me more than everything and he is totally not like my ex. Strangely, he and me has a lot in common. I've never seen anyone as similar as me before. We can even finish each other sentences most of the time, that makes communication super easy with him. He's totally custom made just for me. I don't really need to say what I'm thinking and he will just gets it. He likes what I am now and doesn't want me to change a bit. And I don't feel like changing a bit of me for him. That's a good thing because I really like what I am now. He doesn't make me feel that I'm a needy person and I can still clearly know where my concentration should be on different time. He thinks more of the future than me, a split feeling I have from that. Security and dreamy at the same time. All I know that he'll hold me on tighter than anything. Still I won't totally eliminate the chance of this will end up just like the last one, but gut feeling tells me that the commitment that he puts into this relationship is strong. He cares about how I feels all the time and how my family feels. He even planned out how to make his impression to my parents. OMG.. Where was he hiding before this? Why now? Fate has been strange between us. 5 years we never bother each other's existences and now we are loving each other. And he's right, comparing he and my ex is not fair. Stereotyping all the guys will just hold me back more. Many has been telling me all guys are the same when comes to this. The thing they said in the begining will always be the opposite when they wanna end the relationship. I guess I have to put that ideology aside and experiment this time.
Update on Life Progress
7 months ago
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