Wednesday, 10 October 2007

Some black day

Today was really crazy. I don't know why so many things can happen in such a short period of time. Yesterday Kar & me just went through an emotional roller-coaster ride, nearly got fine by the police for turning to a no-entry turning, then today, it happens again. The day started pretty sucky. We were suppose to go McD in Sunway to finish an assignment this morning, after that we end up eating a heavy breakfast of a 100 bucks fine, for not displaying the MBPJ parking coupon. I mean that can't be our fault because that was not in our culture for KL people to pay for 'PUBLIC PARKING'. Even we should pay, can't they just display a big sign there. People pay so much for taxes and road tax, some more want people to pay for open public parking. Anyway, we went to pay for the fine on that same evening right after class. We got discount and end up paying 20 bucks for that. After that we went on our way back to Cheras. Bad luck again and we got caught at a speed trap. That is so unfair because we was just driving at 95 km/h which the limit was '80 km/h' at federal highway, moreover its a down slop. After that, we settle it 'privately' with the 'policeman'. Although the matter is already settled, we felt really guilty and shame for doing that. That was a wrong thing to do, but we were panic and we were petrified by the continuous wave of emotion terrorism. Well, anyway, we know what to do if such thing happen again next time. Just this is the first time we are placed on this place to deal with this kinda problem, and I guess this was the best we can do. The problem is finally solved and we decided to catch a movie to chill out a bit. End up we successfully wrap up the day nicely. We went back home and he finally meet my 4th sister. We went evening walk around the housing area, some healthy relationship right? On our way back to home, we bumped into my parents. The moment was embarrassing but he didn't really get to greet my parents. Although it causes butterflies in his stomach, he still looking forward to meet my family. He knows how much my family means to me. He really scarified a lot for me. He has already given up many things that means a lot to him just to have more time for me. I really wish he don't do so much for me because I didn't do the same for him. I scare I'm going to kill him if something bad happens. All I can do is be by his side no matter what happens. He is really giving me what I want, even more than what I want. I want this to work out because no one cares and give so much for me unconditionally. Thank God for letting us meet each other and I will make sure I do my very best to treasure this relationship and try to keep it alive for the rest of my life.

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