One litre of tears

I've been grieving for the same problem for months. And I prayed every night for me to get better the next day. One night my sister passed me some VCD to watch. The name of the show is 'One Litre of Tears' and by coincident my room can no longer received unsecured WiFi signal therefore that night I started to watch the show to pass time before bed. The story was about a 15 year old girl, has been diagnosed with spinocerebellar degeneration fighting to live her life before the untreatable decease takes over her life. After that, she'll not be able to walk, talk, write, even drink and eat by her own. The cruel part of the decease is the decease doesn't affect her mind, as she can clearly know what's happening on her but finally she will only be trapped inside of her body. It was taken from a real life story.



This makes me think how weak am I. I thought I was strong enough all these while, anyway how problem is different, but comparing to her, I'm really nothing. So I promise to myself, I'll live better everyday. Even this is the last day of my life, I wanna make sure that I won't have any regrets after that. I feel better myself. Bad things do happen, but after crying, I wanna smile most of the time. I think God has answer my question this way.