Oh..now I see

Now I see the what I felt was actually a false alarm. I meet him today and I don't have the same feeling again. I guess we just so happen to enjoy each other company when we both need them. However, the feeling doesn't stick long. Somehow I just realise all the firlting was really too shallow, it's no where near for me to fall into it. Not like the previous one, really felt deep, can know that it's definately wasn't just a crush. Perhapes is just my heart trying to protect itself from getting torn again. I want to fall in love again, not like 'you' said... dating around is enjoyable and fun, but if careless, it will cause one or both to hurt. I'm just doing that cause I'm too scare to fall again, but yet I want someone to treasure me. I'll stop doing that one day if I found a person who can let me trust and relay so much.