Tuesday, 22 May 2007

I'm playing with fire

I admit it was fun having someone to call and text messaging me, but just when everything natuarally moving smooth and fast, everything starting to feel serious. The harmless flirtations and all was cool but Im so scared. I don't want this to get anymore further. When I start to have this feeling, it makes me think back my ex. Even now I'm starting to think a little about him, can feel the hurt a little still. Part of me still care how he'd feel. It's just a die hard habit. I'm just having casual dates, shouldn't have think of this at all. I wanna be carefree, but I afaird I let myself loose, I'll fall into it again. Should I just cut it off like that while it hasn't happen to be hurting each other?So anyone else.. date me. Keep seeing the same few guys making me feel worse. This sounds desperate but whatever.
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Vundy said...

i would suggest u to date some other guys...read it again, i said GUYS. i have been in ur "admirer's shoe" thats why i told u i could imagine what would happen in the next 2 weeks (if u still remember i said that, but look like this is even less than 2 weeks, LOL!)

hey u know what, when u msn me yesterday night, i was dating a 30 years old girl, haha! she is cute and fun, so why not? we (i mean u and i, haha) are still young, no need give such a heavy commitment to ourselves, just enjoy whatever u r doing. i know u might be thinking..."hey what would people think if i keep dating around?" "would people think me as some flirt girl?" well, tell u wat dear - at the end of the day, ur happiness matter the most, dont care what other people think. heheee...just like i dont give a damn when my "female friends" tell me i'm fah sem

so hey when are we going out hot babe *WINK*

23 May 2007 at 10:54

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