A day out

I'm exhausted. I was out whole day with my girlfriends shopping. It was really a great way to spend the free time, but also the money. Anyway, I bought myself something, to make myself feel better. I am not feeling too right today. I had a dream about my ex last night and I was feeling sick every part of my body. Maybe my friend was right, might be my subconcious. But rationalness tells me I can't miss him again. How can I just get away my mind from everything aspecially guys for just few days? It really drains of my energy. I need a holiday.