Assignments are pilling up and depriving my sleep. Ulcers and soar throat is coming back. Sigh... I'm so stress up now. So many bees and butterfly around. Ahhhh!!! I'm going mad. I hate reading, I hate writing, I hate not enough of sleep, I hate pimples, I hate soar throat, I hate being not noticeable. I just wanna hug my Tickle and Milo and sleep for 24 hours undisturbed. - _ -
I can't really think now. I think I dropped my brain somewhere. I need a heavy dose of sleeping pills. I wanna pass out and wake up when no one recognizes me. Hmm.. I wonder how will it be. I'm just wasting my time here. 'Stealing bones' don't want to do my assignment. =( My life is so sad. Once again, another stupid blog of mine.
I can't really think now. I think I dropped my brain somewhere. I need a heavy dose of sleeping pills. I wanna pass out and wake up when no one recognizes me. Hmm.. I wonder how will it be. I'm just wasting my time here. 'Stealing bones' don't want to do my assignment. =( My life is so sad. Once again, another stupid blog of mine.
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hey baby, don't be so stressed la, its just workloads, once they r done, i'll buy u something i promise =p
I don't want tarantula. I bet its for you. =P
Im not getting a tarantula for you but yet I'm not telling u wat im getting for you, its not even a living thing...its a present...a one which would suit your current situation atm. Baby, i know you've been also stressed that I'm concentrating alot on my tarantula at the moment but i promise you, i'll spend more time with you as soon as im done with the caretaking guides. And I take back my words a few days back about what happened, I'm fully commited at the moment and I haven't regretted not even a second of my life. I just want you to know that no matter what happens, I will love you, forever and ever. You're indeed the best i've ever had and will always be.
Sigh.. sometimes its really sucks, but I guess after toughing through everything will be okay. Don't worry so much about me. I'm trying to make things better too. Giving you more room and try to be as supportive as I can. If not just be beside you. You got Tickle and Milo for me and I know they weren't really your interest. But you got it for me. So I'm doing the same here. There's nothing to be frus of k. =)
I'm actually okay with tickle and milo and they are gunna get a new cage tommorow hehehe...just it doesn't give me the "kick" as strong as tarantulas hahaha...well I'm definately sure that everything is going to be alright, atm, i'm still working out the care guide and got some info that my substrate is too low and i'll have to work it out tommorow or so...well baby, thanks alot for being so supportive...I'm pretty sure that though you might be saying that you are giving me room and things liddat but in actualy fact, honey, we don't have any rooms between us and i'd like it to be that way. There is seriously no secrets between us, well at least from me =)
Nah.. there are still something that I can't tell. To prevent things like 'that night' happen again. I said I'd change so I'm gonna do so that things would be good naturally in the future. Room? There must be some. Although you don't know but actually you are demanding for it. At least for my understanding I though so la. The only thing that prevent me from going crazy for the neglection of yours is because I wanna change. Try to think from your shoes. I guess its helping now.
Well, I don't know about it...but seriously, why don't you just say? Remember I told you before about the rule of "Ask and you shall receive"? Its really simple, I just need you to be honest and tell what you need or want, I really can't read your mind at all ya know. About what happened that night...seriously, what type of secret are you keeping that would lead to that? Like you disliking me or you liking someone else? Or its about the bees and flies around me? In anyhow whatever reason it is, I think it is wrong that you keep it away from me. Seriously, its not going to work out if you don't start speaking out because I'm not a mind reader and I think no one is.
Nothing like those. Is just me disliking the neglection by you and I don't feel nice only. That thing I din tell you is that. And you also already know it yourself. I myself excepted your explanation, so I'd rather keep it and think it in another way. At least it didn't make us argue about it. I just don't want you to think that I'm selfish for keeping you away from your hobby. I'd want you to keep the things you like to do too.
I knew that you did not like my neglection towards you actually but really baby, isn't this just the first time I have been like that since the begining of our relationship? I told you, its just now cause I'm really desparate for information about my tarantula because I simply don't want it to die as I really love it and the fact that I spent a hundred bucks for it. I'm finally done with the caresheet scouting just about a minute ago, the people in the forums were really helpful and I finally sorted out how to take care of it nicely. Tommorow onwards, my obsessions will be back to something that i've always been obssesed with, and that is Annie Tan Yee Leng. Don't delete these comments because I want the world know how much I love you and people who are reading this, Annie is my wife, and about how much I love her? I'll let you people do the calculation, its about the size of the universe. I love you my sweet baby...No matter what you say or what you're going to do and no matter what mood you're in, I don't care, I just want to fall in love with you and make damn sure you understand when i say, we're meant for each other. I love you.
Actually not the first time. *Blek* But its okay since I have my time of ignoring as well. Love ya too.
Sigh...too bad msn doesn't work on my brother's godforsaken stupid IBM laptop that blocks users from using msn...I miss talking to you and its been exactly 8 hours since we met and talked and I'm already missing you this much. I can't imagine tommorow, its going to be super boring waiting to see u. Anyway, so whats the plan tommorow? Figured it out yet? I'm thinking of this, we go to the hospital to visit auntie doreen at approximately 2-3pm and then hang out there till 5-6pm latest and then zoom to taman megah to buy our weekly vegetables then zoom to ara damansara to get the substrate for my tarantula and as well as eat your favourite asam laksa or if u prefer to get it at the pasar malam, and then zoom to IKEA if still got time to buy the tweezer and finally zoom back to the apartment by night to pack the stuffs. Baby, can't wait to see you =p
You wanna go to the hospital without your hair-do meh? Its okay if you duwan to go. Can pick me up from there if you want. You plan it k. I've no objection. Just the time of leaving might change a bit according to my family k.
I don't mind visiting auntie doreen, after all, she might be mummy doreen someday hahaha...
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