Jealousy makes people stupid

Jealousy makes people stupid. It creates impulses that run out of your control. Some may even kill, cheat, rob because of jealousy. I don't kill but I becomes stupid too when I'm jealous. Like now, I'll post a stupid blog. I think he deserves someone that can show him more appreciations for what he has done, he will be happier with someone who has less fat and a clearer fair skin, or probably be stress freed with a more caring and understanding girlfriend while someone out there is loving him as well. When I'm jealous, I'll forget the fishes we have together, the hugs and kisses he left for me, the night he brought me to his family, the 'I Love You' he said many many times and he begging me to believe them. The devil will always win the angel in this bet. Seeing all I could think of is he ignoring my messages and the cold replies I get from him. Jealousy makes me wanna cry. Usually I need him to hug and tells me not to worry and believe him. He asked me to remember his words. So this time, I'll try my best to do my part. Even someone loves him, he loves only me, I loves only him. Jealousy makes me stronger too.