WE are doomed!!

I saw his wide smile this morning when he send me nasi lemak for breakfast this morning. I knew that everything will be okay for the rest of the day. The day went smooth and sweet that I get to spend almost the whole day talking to him. We have been talking for hours non stop. All the stressful events happened a few days ago were no where in our minds. When we thought everything was going fine, my mom called me for leaving home without telling her. She was super pissed and she sounded like she's gonna eat me up. Once again the stressful feeling was all over us. Sigh.. I know is my bad, but I was trying to avoid more questions from my mom. You can't imagine how things work in my house. Sometimes I feels that it's very unfair for me. I bet my grandma would let her out to date when she wanted last time. Well.. I can't know that for sure. But I am 20 but can't have the freedom to even go out except for work and college. I kinda understand how parents would feel protective to their kids, but that's also the reason why I have hard times explaining whenever I wants to go out. It is very frustrating and I hate to lie, as well as hate to explain for my case. I guess it will be like how my boyfriend told me. My mom should be getting the idea of setting my loose after I get married. Or worse... even I got married, there's no guarantee that she'll let us be. My goodness. I'm doomed. And now, WE are doomed!