The verdict

Finally I got back the result for my first few assignments I'd done last time. This is the first time I actually written so many essays in a year. And non of it is near to what I wrote in my previous education years. Shocking... I actually got Ds for the 2 of my essays which I got back in this week. D in here means distinction. OMG.. I was terrible in my writing. Everyone knows that. Even I can't believe why, because I only did it on the 13 hours and it was merely rushing just to complete it. I was just expecting a C -- credit. This is good and bad to me. I'm starting to feel the pressure which naturally exist in me. I'm afraid that the next next next and next assignments I fall back terribly. Because I know that it is not a skill in me yet. Probably luck and help that helped me get that. Anyway, life has been hectic when its near to assignments due date. I just handed in 2 of my recent assignments and I kinda can guess that is result won't be that nice anymore. Luck will not always be on my side. Everything is upside down now. I did not sleep last last night and yesterday I spend almost 24 hours sleeping in total. For your information, it is only 7 in the morning now. I woke up at 5 am and could not go back to sleep. I had been sleeping too long in a go. The previous blog, which also written on a day which I did not sleep at all. Life has been upside up. Seriously. Day becomes night and night... stays night but I can't get any sleep that time. I hope my body is able to take it.