Orientation party rocks!!!

I've did so many things in a day, I don't even believe that I actually did those in a day. As usual, I was attending talks since the morning except today I did able to find some girls to hang out with. They are all very nice. Remind me of some of my secondary classmates. Everyone has their own personality and they are starting to show themselves out gradually. Everyone needs time to adjust in some way and slowly only can melt in. Not everyone like me.. 1st day already so 3 8 keep shaking hands with people. Well, being alone I'm scared. College live seems so scary for what I remember. I knew the 1st thing I need to do was to know more people and don't have lunch alone. Hmm.. To tell the truth, that wasn't really melting in. I'm still working on it. After our talks ended for the day, I went for the surveying company with Yvonne, a course mate of my ex, and some other girls there. It was really an eye-opener for me. I wasn't aware that this industry actually do exist in Malaysia. It's actually an independent marketing company who helps brand figure out the markets of their products. We were gathered in a group in a discussion room, very comfy one, and start discussing about some beverages which are already in the market. And did I mention that the new product for this time is an isotonic drink from 7UP? Hmm.. We are like talking casually about what we like or what we dislike then at the other room, there's actually people taking down those things that we talked about and put it in use to develop the brand of the drink. By the end of the day, we get 80 bucks for the 2 and a half hours discussion. It was 9.30pm when I leave the building and rushed to the lrt station to catch a train back to college. O man.. I was so so so sleepy already I can just stand there and fall asleep. And I really hate Malaysian trains la. So slow wan. Felt like it took years to reach the place I wanna be at. I reached the Setia Jaya station about 10.30pm and by that time, I really don't have mood to join the party d. But since I was there I politely should go in and say hi to some friends. I went in and meet my friends and it would be bad if I don't go dance with them, I mean I was late so I went dancing. Thank God there was dark, I danced like a duck I tell you. I was trying to fight my hunger, my sleepiness and dance. My goodness. I hope no one saw me. But after a few minutes of duckling dance, I was able to enjoy the groove, and at least not moving like ducky anymore. I've meet some new people there, but probably I'm not going to remember them, cause I simply can't remember names and I wasn't able to see their faces clearly in the dark. When the party was nearly the end, it played the slow songs, I was looking from the side and for that time only I realise college live is actually like this. For those previous time I really don't understand my ex enough, I didn't know it could be these tasking for him, moreover he was there to maintain our relationship that time. Maybe breaking of me was a good thing for him after all. I'm not easy to take care too. For that I felt so sorry it really had to end up that way but I have to go on. Maybe after tonight, it will never be a problem to me anymore. It's ok to miss him, but he can be putted down already. I really wanna do my studies well this time. And honestly, relationships make a girl less ambitious. I wanna hold on to that ambition until I reach it. People should take time to know me better then only decide weather you wanna like me or not I would say. I'm really a blur and no good business for anyone. I can't let myself get hurt again, so I won't want the person will be, to realise that he don't really like me after all in the middle of the process. It's gonna be 2.30am now. I better go to bed now. =)


some of my new girl friends

To whom it may concern: I wish ur grandpa will be fine. Don't worry. God bless..