I can do it

I've got a reply for an e-mail I sent out yesterday. It was from my ex. He said he has moved on and doing more things. I should be happy for him but there's still a little hurting inside. I'm gonna fight it. Unfortunately, we can no longer find things in common to talk to anymore. Just like he said, I'm also not interested to get into emotional topics anymore.

"At the end of the day, u must not let all this hard times stop u. When u think all these are hard, start thinking again cos there are more to come or much harder stuff. As a friend, I'm not asking u to avoid problems but to face it and get on with life and of cos be happy. I learn this trick is that, whenever u feel upset or frustrated at something, just look at it and smile. its stupid but is worth a try. Stay happy." -- mwee

So much I wanna tell him that I' stronger and more mature now. I wish I'm brave enough to tell him that I've moved on too. I'm not stuck in those times anymore but I'll still treasure my memories in the past. Because he won't believe that how sweet he was. I'm standing strong here. I know I can do well. Yet, I don't feel I have the need to prove to him all these. This is my life and no one knows better. I just hope we can be good friends in the future and keep supporting each other no matter what. At least I try my best and no regrets.