Genting phobia

I used to be a Genting fan. Now I'd like to avoid going there if possible. I just know that my family are going there. Suddenly I was suffering continuous flash back again. I had too many memories left there that I'd never like to be remind again. I've been there twice during my last relationship. The time he warm me towels because I had difficulties to breathe in the night. I had my last happiest moments there with him. For that reason, I'm still dropping tears for it. I don't wanna go there yet. I'm not ready.