I'm packed

I'm so tired now cause I skipped evening nap today and slept quite late last night. Having some trouble to fall asleep. This afternoon I had to stayed in the kindergarten because there was a teachers' meeting. We were discussing the upcoming sports' day which falls on the 1st of July. That'll be the last day for me serving the kindergarten. I was given the task to be the event coordinator on that day. I remember the time when I was in charged of the events during schooling time. I was nothing but a panic clueless but ego and unorganized leader. Luckly for those time luck was slightly on my side which allowed me to put everything together by the end of the day. Undeniable those bad experiences actually taught me some useful stuff and slowly it become better each time. I am not as panicky as me prevously, maybe I know I'm not the boss.. (still she's the one in charged, I'm just coordinating.. hee) I wanna look for the confidence long lost in me again. Just stick to my job and everything will run smoothly I think. This might a chance to prove to people that i'm capable to do things on my own and I can stand on my own.