I hate..

I don't understand this. Why a person can change this much when he don't love you. Just like your hurt is non of his business. He is the want who make this happen afterall. I felt so stupid, realizing that he is no longer care, never feel sad about this. Realize i'm actually not that important for him. I was such a fool keep thinking of the sweet things we did in the pass. Just gimmic I see now. Maybe all lies. Yea.. he's right in one thing. Past is past. I deserve someone better. I no longer want a person like this. I want a person that can treasure me for the rest of my life. I might still have feelings to him. But so what. This made me suffer for 2 months or more. Maybe hating him is the better way to help me put this down. I'm sad, but not for long.